September 11, 2012


Cute kitty daydreaming.

What kind of goals do you always keep in mind?
Personally my goal is to be the best person I can be. I forgot that for a while and the last few months I just lived life dreaming.
Before the year ends here is what I want to do:

1.) Finish Insanity.
Shaun T. and ridiculous muscles!!
Oh my god, I don't know how many of you have ever done this workout but its absolutely what it is, insane. The program is 60 days long, about 40 minutes a day for 6 days a week. It comes with a calorie formula for anyone who wants to lose, gain, or maintain (but look better).
My body is a temple and I truly want to take the best care of it. I'm 21, about to be 22, I want to look my best so I can truly feel my best.

2.) Look better!!!!
Fan BinBing and her unique style
My summer outfit this year has been: white v-neck t-shirt, dark blue jean shots, and maroon converses. I just lost all of my fashion sense. While I would love the lifestyle of Daphne Guinness, Lady Gaga, Fan BingBing, or Angelababy. I figure its now that I should really reinvent my wardrobe and take notice of these women as inspirations rather than hate my life for not being as perfect as theirs.
 3.) Learn guitar.
I just want to learn at least one song. ONE SONG!!!

 4.) Find an internship or go back to school.
Its one of those things I must do to move forward with my life.

September 10, 2012


Its been so long since my last blog post, isn't it how funny life can get in the way?
Truth is nothing is in your way unless you make it.
If you value something, you will make it happen.
And this was something I didn't value until today.. until I realized I missed that life that I thought I lost. Why can't I have it back and have it even better.

Yesterday, my managers roommate asked me, "Hey you were on TV in Japan right?? I think I saw you when you were there, you look so different now!"

Something kind of clicked and yes I did look different, life changed me physically, emotionally, and I just needed to see life in different ways. In the end it's what makes YOU happy that's worth it. So I'm coming back, slowly, but doing what I love!